left and leaving.
well right now, i'm pretty much miserable. i'm going back to st. louis. finally, right? well, yes. i'm glad i made the decision to go, because now i know what it feels like to leave. and i don't like it. i don't like that i let the city get the best of me, and i don't like that i let myself get defeated. this has been a hard year for me, and whether or not i'm entirely to blame i don't know. maybe that sounds selfish, but i don't care.i'm not packed. i mean, i have some things i'm bringing home for the week, but i don't want to pack everything else. i just wish i could stay, but i can't. i don't have a place to live, and i don't have a job to do.
so, i'm leaving tomorrow, regardless of whether or not i could go to new york with kevin or get another job working at mk films with andy. i'm sick of making decisions. and i'm really, really tired.
posted by kate @ 9:41 PM
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