i'm old again.
i'm not going into work until 12 today, and it feels so weird. i mean, i'm actually up and awake and just sitting around in my pajamas until i have to really start getting dressed and stuff. but now i have to stay until late, and i hate staying after 5. eh.i had a dream last night that someone went through the line next to mine at work and he was wearing an engine down shirt. something like that. it may have been a band that wasn't even real, but i don't know. anyway i kept trying to get his attention or tell people to look at his shirt and no one could hear me. i must have said the name of the band a million times, but no one would look and no one cared. i've been thinking a lot about rock shows. i never go to them anymore. less and less do i look at all my bands' websites to see when they're coming to town. denali is coming mid-april, and i'm totally going to that one. but otherwise whenever little bands come through, like darediablo or even my if my friend's band grinner plays, i never make it out. there's usually no one to go with and i don't feel very safe taking the train by myself so late at night. there's venues all over the place in chicago. none are as good as my seedy rocket bar, but oh well.
anyway, it makes me feel old knowing i don't do something i love anymore. i don't have the time or money or the energy. i have to wake up for work at 4:30 sometimes. it makes me sad about rock shows. because i really love them and i really fucking miss them.
sigh, kate
posted by kate @ 10:08 AM
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